two smoking boys and a cat. memories that fade and ones that linger. ones you wished would disapear because you feel silly for caring. sitting on the trampoline, in the sun. no make-up and an unhealthy liver. cra crazz crazy hair. more champagne. a forehead twitching and radiation buildng blocks in his bones. cats that sneeze and cats with sore feet and cats who try to slit their throats because numbness is uncomfortable. writing too much when you know you should stick to one sentence.